“Just because i don’t talk to you doesn’t mean i don’t love you, i am just distancing myself because i know i can’t have you”
Outside the windows the day was bright ;golden sunshine,blue sky, pleasant wind… he wanted to punch the happy day in the face,grab it by the hair and beat it until it told him what it was so happy about😏

He was hurt inside ,broken pieces of his heart would crackle as he walked down the street,he wished his shadow would let him have this walk alone, reevaluating, having one precious thing at one second and the other you lost it, just like when your mpesa `confirmed’to your ‘failed to transact’ feel me? He confirmed his unsatisfied ego and it taught him he was a coward,not that he could back down from a fight brought to him but he couldn’t open up… his ego just couldn’t let him say words like ‘ily’ to the ones he truly love the most🕯.Maybe she waited, maybe he over did it💊,she went from being his drug to the reason he use them🚬💉he was scared to love scared to open up until he met her, he felt comfort in her but felt as if he wasn’t good enough,he was insecure to be ever loved by her,acted as if he didn’t care so that she wouldn’t see he was in pain,agonizing pain he brought on himself,she was sand he was waves every time she inched closer he pulled away😪,she was hard to love,And that’s what he wanted💡not an averager, he couldn’t settle for less, ever heard of the phrase the heart wants what it wants , it was better felt when it referred to her,sometimes you don’t know what you are up against when you open up to someone😏,risk it all , ;having a broken heart is like having a broken rib,nobody can see it but it hurts every breath💔

Tomorrow we don’t know what is there for us, that’s why we hope for a new day, hope to see things a little different from yesterday☺️that’s why yester’s newspaper is never the same as todays😁be greatful to the Supreme for your current situation instead of lamenting on things you can’t control🙏🏾*wyaet* 🗣